Tossed and turned, just couldn't fall asleep. Just had..... too much on my mind. This melancholic feeling is overwhelming. Going through this same shit again. I thought to myself: "Why did I let this happen? Once bitten twice shy, but why am I still getting bitten for the second time? Why did I allow myself to get too attached to someone?"
The previous time, I admitted I was in the wrong too. I was too willful, too stubborn. But, this time, I don't think I made a mistake. What's wrong with wanting to keep you away from potential heartbreak? What's wrong with caring too much? Oh hang on, I guess caring too much is what is resulting in all these now.
I have no idea if I should feel upset or fucking pissed with you. It stings. It pricks. It kills. I can't even describe how I am feeling now. Been feeling lousy for the whole week because of one fucking matter. When all you are having is fun. How fucked huh?
Thank you. Thank you for showing me I shouldn't be nice to anyone. Thank you, really.
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